personality tests...
for the fun of it, they're ok. but seriously, how can one really understand another just from their tests?
answering of questions are always subjective of the reading/interpretation.
things are never just from point to point,
and i refuse to let myself be restricted by such results, since there's a rather large margin for error.
and the best way to know one's personality, often enough, is to get to know that person.

***
ah well. some thoughts of mine brought forth from yest.

and i think that, maybe, you are really bad for me after all.
so im taking a break, away from you,
so that i have breathing space, and get to listen to myself again.
please, then, dont dont tempt me with anything that i might associate with you.
i have enough secrets you're holding ransom to.

and i was amused/half wistful in that queue, you and your fren behind me.
maybe its the decency, the earnest look; most people dont have it.
and which is why im fond of you being who you are, nevermind what others say.

***
and thanks julian for making me feel better.
and thanks adora too.

most importantly, THANK YOU GOD.
thank you for that unexpected 18/25 for econs,
thank you for the possibility that i may pass my math.
thank you mostly, for the wonderful music during choir today.
ive not felt so happy, adrenaline rush for so long, its been a long time coming.

***
sometimes, you just don't feel like talking.
and sometimes you just cant stop.

but what if sometimes i feel like talking, but there seems to be no RIGHT person to talk to.
or when the one i wish to talk to, i cant, all time knowing they dont have the patience, or maybe just lacking familiarity.